Sunday, September 16, 2012

I Don't Live There Anymore

I wish some people would learn to leave things in the past, where the belong. Sure, memories are great... but sometimes they're best kept locked away inside your head. Not all memories were made to be shared. There are so many things that I wish I could forget, & things that I don't mind remembering, but dread hearing about. I've learned a lot from my mistakes, but so many people from my past don't understand that I want to keep them there, along with our memories. Both good AND bad. Is that so wrong of me?

I'm almost seven months pregnant, I'm engaged to my best friend, & I live a very different lifestyle than the one that I was raised in. My behavior has been somewhat questionable in the past, & maybe even more so lately to some, but I'm happy with the way I live & the people I live my life with. If that's wrong, then I apologize. I'm not trying to offend or upset anyone in any way, but I can't deny who I am & I won't change my beliefs based on others beliefs that mine are all wrong. That would make me a hypocrite. I know who I am, what I believe, what I want out of life, & what I need to do to get there. I'm on the right track, so who are you to judge me?

I'm perfectly content with who I am. Yes, I'm eccentric, outspoken, obnoxious, immature, sometimes irresponsible, & extremely misunderstood, but I'm far from fake... which is more than I can say about most of you lot. I don't pretend to be someone I'm not, & THAT ladies & gentlemen, is why I'm so fucking happy. So you can take your pointless drama, your bad memories, & your bullshit & shove it up your ass. Please & thank you :)

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