Sometimes I wonder if things really are going to change. The weather here never seems to change, & the people that shouldn't change do, but the ones that need to never do. It seems a little ridiculous to hope for something so unlikely, it almost hurts to think about. I've been standing still for so long... just waiting to see if anything would happen. The only leap of faith I've taken in a long time was letting Shaun back in. That was one of the hardest things I ever had to do, & I pray every day that I made the right decision.
I wish I had a map telling my head where my heart should go. I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore... but my life has gone far beyond complicated at this point. I just want to know that I still have an ounce of sanity somewhere in my head before I completely lose it.
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