Sunlight

Sometimes when I'm alone waiting for the trax, an overwhelming calmness comes over me. It's like I'm the only person in the entire world & as lonely as it feels, it's also somewhat liberating. I feel like there's nothing I can't do. That there's nobody I can't be... that nothing can go wrong & nobody can hurt me because I'm the only one standing here. 

Sometimes I wish I could be alone, because maybe then life would be easier. Other times, I couldn't be more grateful for the people in my life... they helped me become who I am today & thanks to them I've learned so much about life. I've grown a LOT & even though I've fallen, somebody has always been there to help me up. I can't turn my back on the world, because the world never seems to turn it's back on me.