Don't Let it Consume You

Hate is a nasty thing... But so is regret. Even more so in many ways. I don't regret loving Shaun, but I regret allowing him to treat me with such disrespect & dishonesty while he took advantage of those around us at the same time. I regret giving him another chance, because losing him once again after he assured me he would change for our daughter almost fucking broke me down. I've been fighting for so long to make him happy, but he doesn't want to be. Nothing I say or do will change that.